It’s hard to believe a year ago I packed my car full to the brim and made the 10-hour drive to Wetumpka. It’s hard to imagine that version of myself, painfully optimistic yet full of conviction. I didn’t bear the weight of any doubt; I was too focused on making my dreams a reality.
Ignorance, as they say, is bliss.
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